Lately, I have spent a bit of time thinking about what makes me happy and what doesn't. It can be very difficult to face some of the things that you have hidden in the back of your mind for way too long, but it does help.
Being able to accept that things aren't always going to work the way you want is important when you want to make yourself happy. Knowing that you are going to hit some bumps in the road is another thing to accept. The outcome can be that you are able to face the things that have bothered you in the past and put them back in the past instead of dealing with them continually.
For so many years, I have been a person that put everyone else before me and never did things that I wanted. Lately I have started to do things for myself and does it ever feel good. Having the strength to say that I am important has been something I hadn't done in the past. Now I am saying I am important, and I need to focus some time on things for myself instead of always for someone else.
Knowing what makes you happy can really make a difference on how you deal with things. I continue to run into situations that get me frustrated and down, but I know I am who I am. The situations may set me back a little bit, but at least the setback isn't nearly as far back as it was in the past. I continue to think of the goals that I have and want to achieve in the future, and now I can say the future isn't so far ahead anymore.
New projects are now on the horizon for me, and I think I am finally able to say I am ready to accept these new projects.